Hey guys, I know you guys probably hate me for not posting for a really long time and I'm really sorry. It's just I have been really busy over the weekends. So basically we started school the week before on Monday 5th, and not much has happened. I was really happy about my exam results except for Math I was a bit disappointed. School has been okay but I have a lot of stuff to do.
I have been getting good scores in all my subjects but I really want to improve in Math. And my science has been amazing which I'm really happy about.
So about the guy in grade 10 I made an instagram account that's not the real me and I ended up adding him. So after a few minutes he sent me a DM asking who I was and I just gave him vague answer. But then he kept pushing and just wanted to know. So we started asking each other questions and just finding out more. But then after few days he started asking who I was. So I ended up giving him my initials and he went on the school website and found my name. But at first I was really surprised about how he knew because he texted goodnight and then added my name. And I basically freaked out. So we haven't texted since then and I'm getting over him. And it's really weird when I pass by him in the school hallways because I feel as if he knows who I'am.
But then there is also this other guy in my class who I feel like I connect with but he is a big player. So I just don't want to get close to him and have feelings for him. But he is nice and has great humour. And his smile is 'wow'. But I just don't like anyone 'I think'. Now I'm really confused I want to have the confidence to continue texting with him but I'm really scared of rejection.
And my friends I feel like they are are neglecting me. But then there is this other girl who I have been getting close too but my friends don't like her. I still talk to her though. I'm just so confused now.
So bye guys and I will try and go back to the posting routine but if I don't post please just understand it's because I'm super busy.
